I’m not the most outgoing girl when it comes to flirting and stuff either. Especially if the guy knows I like hime. I start analysing my every move probably even more than he does. There’s this one guy at my school who is my total dream. He’s not pig-headed at all. I’ve liked him for a real long time and he knows it, he’s flirted with me a bit too but I guess he has never truly felt the same way back. Today he sat with me and a few other people at lunch and every single time he spoke he looked directly in my eyes, my friend even noticed it. I don’t understand why he does that kind of thing to me, then my mind went drifting and started imagining him finally confessing his love to me someday at the end of highschool. I don’t know how boys can have that kind of power over a girl, I hate it yet love it at the same time. 
Aw, that’s so sweet Miss carrera!! 
It’s how God designed us…we were programmed that way (I know I compare us as robots but hey I’m a WALL-E nerd )
Oh IV! Don’t make me blush! It’s so true though. I’m working on getting over him but he’s just one of those crushes that will never go away.
I think I haven’t had one of those yet. I’m so immature, I probably can’t. 
That’s alright. You might very well have one of those someday. I never ever thought I would have a crush, I was so uninterested in boys and I thought girls were just plain crazy to fall for them. Things change though, it happens at different times for all of us. It’s something great but sometimes your better off being crush-free.
Do not remind me please!
(don’t think about it don’t think about it don’t think about it don’t think about it don’t think about it don’t think about it!!!)
Don’t remind you what? You don’t want to have a crush?
Not yet no…I still have things to do…I still have things to see!!!
But my system is telling me otherwise…I have already hit that point…and sadly I think I’m losing…
Ah, I see. Well don’t think that having a crush is going to take over your life or anything! It’s totally natural. It’s impossible to fight it, trust me!
Yeah…ummmmm…
S 330: Like Miss Carerra said, it’s so normal! And I mean, it’s not the end of the world! But if you really like her than nothing else will matter anymore really, not in a bad way. Like, you’ll just be happy to be with her and you’ll think you were silly before to not want to have a crush!
You just read my mind! My crush lasted for like three years. And all that mattered to me then was getting my crush to like me back. Didn’t happen though, ah well! He danced with me a couple of times, but we were never going out or anything.
But before I have a boyfriend I actually have to meet some guys, cause going to an allgirl school kinda takes away that being an everyday thing. It’s either dances, or football games. And neither one has worked out for me yet
Evangeline: That’s so cute! Same thing happened to me, we danced a few times and I thought we had something but I guess not. I can totally understand you wanting to meet some guys first before dating. I don’t know what I would do if I went to an all girls school! This sounds really lame but that’s really the only place I meet guys at this time in my life. It hasn’t been working out for me yet either. Yesterday I had to break the news to a guy that I didn’t like him back. I felt SO bad for doing it but I’m glad it’s over and things aren’t that awkward.
Honestly, I just hope my first kiss(or my first kiss that I choose to count, anyway) isn’t slimey. 
Okay I can see how that wouldn’t be good.
(ugh! I think I lost my appetite now)
Um with me…no I’m not gonna say.
The amount of processing it takes to come up with those preferences now are hurting my brain
Wait until I actually get a girlfriend though. Then ill be able to process that data.
Okay, then. 
Sorry I made you lose your apetite.
That’s okay. 
mush has a tendency to do that.
Don’t know why though. Plus I’ve gained it back after smelling some delicious cheese toast. So I’ll go make breakfast…within the next 5 minutes.
Good.
Yep! Okay…to breakfast