That’s terrible,I’m really sorry. You and your family are in my prayers.
Hm. Well, considering how it’s half a year later, how is your family doing now? Recently, my own cousin had a nasty car wreck (just outside his dad’s dealership!) and had a cut gashing to the skull. Thankfully they were able to stitch it up, but your loss made me think of what could have happened to him.
So, just what happened to your cousin, may I ask?
That sounds really scary 
. In all honesty, I’d much rather have someone die after they’ve suffered through a lot, like both my great grandparents. While I was sad that they were gone, I also had a “flood” of relief that they didn’t have to prolong their illnesses and be dependent on their daughter (my great aunt) any longer. Dying at 200 sounds down-right sickening and just as sad. Unless you’re a tortuous or something like that…Crush, for example.