Say something about yourself

I’ve had a real obsession with dressing up as stuff lately. A couple days ago I dressed in all black and ran around upstairs in the dark with my little flashlight and took spy pictures of everything.

I always need to wear a watch.

That’s a great movie!!

I’m very tired of the ordinariness of my life. :neutral_face: It would be really cool tyo feel alive again, even for just a day.

I am feeling exactly the same, IV. :neutral_face:

You know, Leirin, I sort of feel like we’re the same person sometimes, if that doesn’t sound too weird. I swear, if I met people like you guys in real life, I think existing would be more…fun. I can’t live like this. I need a purpose. What’s the point in this? I go to first period, do what ever work the geometry teacher assigns, and wait for 2nd period.2nd is a little better, because honors Biology was way too easy. At least honors Chemistry is a challenge, because of all the math. Then 3rd. Honors English 2. Way too simple, but at least it’s fun. Then band. No point in concert season. Than I wait for the bus. I get on the bus, and wait to get home. I watch a movie, and wait for it to be over. I clean, and wait for dinner. I wait for bedtime.

What am I waiting for? Could something meaningful happen now? Please? This site is the most meaningful thing I get to do. I’m just so tired of waiting for something, and not even knowing what it is. :neutral_face: I’m not depressed, but I’m not happy either. It’s like there’s no point to anything anymore. What happens now?

I know exactly what you’re talking about. When a day just feels like…well, another brick in the wall (pardon the Pink Floyd terminology!), like there’s no real meaning… I know that’s a terrible thing to say, especially because I am a Christian with God in my life, so I should feel like there’s more to life…but nothing’s happened yet. I’m praying that something will. Glad that I can communicate with people who feel the same way, in any case… :frowning:

^^^

I’m an atheist.

If I have one weakness, it must be a pretty girl.

But I’m capable to dominate it.

Me too. I’ve always felt kind of uncomfortable watching The Prince of Egypt or listening to Christmas songs about Jesus.

I’m atheist too. Well to be technical I’m more of the ‘soft’ brand. A part of me even ponders the idea there could have been something like that, but just isn’t there any more. But I kind of love Prince of Egypt, but I’ll admit when I first became agnostic/atheist it was a bit awkward. It was only a bit later that I came to still like it as well as say Disney’s HoND. Which I hadn’t actually liked before I became agnostic either in fact. (It made me uncomfortable even before that).

I think the thing is IGV, that everyone gets times like that no matter what or who they are. It’s sometimes hard to put your finger on what is causing it. But you’re in high school in any case. Who knows, maybe you’re even feeling ready to fly the nest and feeling a bit restless- a lot of teenagers get that (and then you leave… and realise how annoying cooking for one is :laughing: ). But in any case the worst years of my life were at the ages of 12-14 and while it got marginally better after that it was only at 17 when I could actually honestly say I was happy MOST of the time. It took time, people and knowledge to help me out. And then it dipped a bit a little after school before rising again and I think I am more or less happy now I think. You have plenty of living to do yet. What is it you want to be? And if you’re not sure yet, there’s still a lot of opportunities and people out there. Keep to your interests too.

It seems like a big universe in the end. But you’re not alone in occasionally thinking about sort of thing on this rock of ours in any case.

The thing is we’re not characters in a story let alone always the main ones, the ‘plot threads’ of life are sometimes more like red herrings, we’ll all make mistakes and learn and fictional stories don’t really show the ‘boring’ bits for the characters lives- except with extreme editing! Taking risks now and then is also okay (within reason of course… -coughs-). Sometimes we have to make our own stories. Things won’t necessarily just happen for us either after all. Plus things are often more complicated than they appear and it’s not really clear cut, and we have no ‘meta-knowledge’ ourselves like say when we ourselves watching/reading a story. But sometimes a step back to see the full picture can be good- or as much of the picture as we can.

But give it some time IGV. You’ve probably got plenty of time to live. Though on a more practical note- if you’re feeling unchallenged it’s possibly also to look into further extracurriculars and so forth.

Or maybe volunteer work of some kind. (This has helped when I’m not up to my neck in work).

I’m in pyjamas :stuck_out_tongue: :laughing:

I don’t care what country, time period, or anything something is from - as long as it’s good!

I just made one of the most random gifs I’ve ever seen. 8D Man, I’m bored.

The main reason i’m an Atheist because I find it hard to believe in someone who exists without any veritable proof on him, as well as the whole ‘sacrifice anything for just one guy who MAY or MAY NOT exist’. If i join a religion, it’s just going to be more problems ahead for me. I go to some christian thing on saturday nights, but only for the recreation that i can reap from it, not some religious leader that I can follow, when he’s not physically capable of me to follow. There has been some people who’ve tried to get me pushed in, saying that i should find out the religion for myself, but I already know too much about it, too much that I won’t say it here or else someone may call me a blasphemous exorcised devil.

I’m more spiritualistic than religious. I believe there is a higher being, and I think all religons are different cultural ways to worship this higher being. I think Jesus is a fantastic Philosopher though!

I understand what you’re saying, but I personally believe there is veritable proof in the existence of God.

Look at the world around you. I don’t want to get into a debate on here, but I have a hard time believing this world could be the result of chance- it is far too complicated and beautiful to have just been a fortunate accident. I think there is a creator.

I’m not trying to force my beliefs on you, though. If you don’t want to believe in God…don’t believe in Him. You can decide that for yourself. I’m just saying what I believe.

Anyway, I am currently addicted to the song She’s a Rainbow by The Rolling Stones :smiley:

Do your parents have a problem with being an Atheist.

I’m very agnostic, but I don’t feel uncomfortable watching religious movies.

I’m an aspiring theologian. (spirituality and all that it entails facinates me.)

One of my biggest goals is to be a professional actor.