Mood- Good and getting tired.
Had a good day but I been staying up late as of lately and need to sop that.
Mood: sad
Reason: everyone here is sad, and I’m too sleepy and lazy to have my own emotions. Plus I feel bad for the sad people. 
Mood: Excited
Reason: Saw Brandon Mychal Smith from Sonny With a Chance ice-skate tonight on the new show Skating With the Stars! Also, I’m rooting for Bristol Palin on Dancing With the Stars. 
Current Mood: Concerned.
Reason: Star Trek TOS Seasons 1 and 3 have arrived (mom’s Christmas present) but no sign of 2 :S
little_chef: I’m sorry to hear about your situation. I know how it feels like to be betrayed by someone you care about; I think I’ve told this story before, but I’ll tell it again for anyone’s who’s interested or who has been ‘wronged’ before.
I had a group partner last semester who I thought I was friends with. I was not as good at the programs as her, but I helped out in other ways like letting them use my home for a film shoot, and carrying the equipment, and staying back late nights to accompany her during editing. She was prone to nervous breakdowns, and I guess I should have seen it coming. On the last day before submission, we had a technical problem, and I probably made her snap when I tried to make light of the situation to ease the tension. We managed to complete and hand the thing in on time with some minor problems. I was relieved, but she didn’t share the same sentiments. She cried, declared the project a failure and blamed herself and left early upset even though we tried consoling her. Later, she wrote nasty comments on Facebok claiming I didn’t do anything and I was useless at softwares. It cut me real deep that she singled me out, after all the time and effort I spent on the project, as much as everyone else, and after I thought I made a new friend. Even though my other mates ‘defended’ me by their own comments and I ‘Unfriended’ and never spoke to her again, the hurt still lingers. Like a scar.
I guess we all can either try to mend our wounds, or move on.
Current Mood: Exhausted
I had a nice day out with my siblings. I had a voucher which entitled me to a free lunch for two at a fine-dining culinary school, so I brought along my bro and sis (with the intention to pay for the extra person). We were waited on hand by friendly staff, and one by the name of Rose stood out to us, and I gave my compliments on her to the maitre’d. I probably imbibed too much wine, cos’ I had difficulty keeping my balance on the way back, and I snoozed the rest of the afternoon. 
I can’t wait for the finale! (although I’m rooting for Kyle!) But I also like Bristol a lot. Not for her dancing, but because I see a lot of me in her. She’s not a celebrity like the others are, she’s the daughter of a politician. So her shyness at the beginning reminds me of how I would be, and I’ve enjoyed seeing her grow throughout the competition.
Mood: Nervous!
Reason: A few found out my first driving lesson is TOMORROW! Thought it was a week from now at least! God damn I am so nervous…
Hey don’t worry, it’s not your exam yet, it’s just a lesson. Don’t worry about not knowing how to drive, that’s why you’re going to take lessons in the first place.
There’s nothing you can (legally) do to prepare yourself except relaxing, so I suggest you do so.
What?!You should be happy 
…I wish I could drive… in Britian isn’t the steering wheel diffrent from in America…? Just asking…
Mood: Kinda bummed, but I’ll get over it.
As it turns out, the piano recital I’ve known about since May is on a date both my parents just so happen to be busy and outta town, and I can’t go. I’ve practiced half a year for it. Oh well.
The steering wheel is on the American shotgun side in Britian. The Irish family I lived with drove me from the airport to their house in their car, that was crazyness!
Mood: Happy!
Reason: Thanksgiving break for SIX DAYS! Tangled and HP tomorrow, and then Thanksgiving. My school also had a Thanksgiving feast today. It was surprisingly good, with mashed potatoes and turkey and corn and all that. It felt like Hogwarts, with all of us stuck in a gym together at these long tables. Pretty cool Then there was the scavenger hunt, where the whole school was running around with full stomachs looking for stuff. Like, sprinting. It was so much fun
Mood: okay…
Reason: Sleepy, lazy, want to watch The Incredibles real bad…
(EJE, your new avatar is my favorite Snape one yet!)
Thanks Virginia!
Mood: Tired
Reason: I’m pretty sure everyone knows the reason for being tired.
IncredigirlVirginia- Thanks, Virginia ! But it’s okay, I’m all better, and in a great mood now ! And I hope you get to see the most awesome (in my opinion) Pixar movie very soon 
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Current Mood: Awesome!
Reason: A couple little things. I feel a lot better. The pull in my heart is completely gone. I’m doing stuff. And I’ve got this “mini-playlist” made up in my tab bar. Here are the videos if you’d like to hear (and watch):
Dave Barnes singing God Gave Me You An awesome song, and great video !
Andrew Peterson singing Dancing in the Minefields
Breathe singing Hands To Heaven
A very relaxing playlist, in my opinion <3 .
And we’re going to the SPCA tomorrow ! But we’re probably not gonna get a puppy. We’re going for a crate and to play with the puppies. But still, awesome ! And I helped my Papa and Nana cook for Thanks Giving today and am gonna help again tomorrow. Really a time to be thankful. And I can’t wait for the foods ! We get REAL pumpkin pie! Thank God for all our Blessings this Holiday Season! Now all that’s left to do is pass it on…
Happy Holidays everybody !
Mood: Mostly ok, a little moody.
Looking forward to Thanskgiving, and seeing my family again. I’ve been working at my job alot lately (I do catering), but I’m off for two weeks, so I’m very excited to be able to relax and have a social life again. A little down because the girl I’ve had a MAJOR crush on for over 6 months recently stopped talking to me for no reason. So, while I realize I need to move on now, it’s hard as I was pretty much in love with this girl, and I don’t know what I did wrong. This Bruce Springsteen boxset I recently purchased as well as Donkey Kong Country Returns are helping me get through it though.
Thanks to everyone who replied to my previous post ^^
Current mood as of now: Even more nervous.
Reason: In an hour’s time, I’m gonna be being picked up for my first driving lesson…I know it’s only a lesson, but I’m still reaallly nervous ^^;
Not to the point that I don’t wanna do it though, far from it.
Back from my first driving lesson, so god damn glad I chose automatic, there’s enough to think about without changing gears, the clutch etc!
My biggest problem (I think) was braking, I would panic if the car didn’t stop due to me doing something wrong, then do a proper emergency break almost every single time.
Thankfully my instructor was awesome, really supportive and he explained everything well
Y’know, I’m actually really excited for my next lesson now It’s next Thursday from 2 to 3pm.
Maybe you being nervous is what keeped you alert… 
Mood: Happy and accomplished (I love that feeling, haha)
Reason: For those of you who’ve been waiting forever for me to get off my lazy butt, I’ve finally updated the FanFiction index. 8’D It took me a while today, but I was about to post one of my one-shots and decided now was a good time to update that stupid thing. Guess I should just update it as soon as new stories are put up, then it wouldn’t get all backed up.
I’m also extremely happy because I got to video chat on Skype with my best friend for the first time last night! She’s the one I’ve been talking about; the one whom I met on dA and she drew that really cool picture I was wearing in my sig a little while ago. I was a bit nervous at first, because I get nervous talking to people on the phone or on Skype for some reason, but we actually ended up talking for two hours straight last night! XD Hahaha, it was great! I can’t believe how fast we warmed up to each other. It’s really one thing to type messages to people, but a whole other thing to talk to them face-to-face, especially when they live on the other side of the country.
She’s been such a blessing in my life and has really helped to point me in the right direction, as far as future plans go. It’s like, God placed her in my life to help get me on the right track, and it’s been the same way for her - we were kinda talking about that last night. We might even go to CalArts together someday, maybe in a couple years, depending on how things play out! And her family is even willing to house me - how cool is that?! (Her mom thinks I’m just adorable. Haha! xDD)
little chef