So I’m a fan of the Nitro Circus TV show and the 3D movie came out today and I think it is only out this weekend. I had a bad day yesterday and I was hopping to relax before the movie. But NO! Cause that’s my luck. My dad lost his lens and says we can’t go if we don’t find it any day its out. So yesterday I had to stare out the window for 5 hours for a package that didn’t come til after I stopped and now I have to look for a small tiny piece of glass in a big house or I can’t see a movie I’ve been looking forward to since they announced it New Years Eve 2011. I hate my life.
Mood: Extremely happy and smiley (Probably to a rather annoying point )
Reason: I’ve had a wonderful birthday! The weather was beautiful, almost Fall-like today, which is amazing considering how hot it’s been. I spent time with my amazing family, am about to eat a great dinner, watched fireflies for the first time in years, and am excited for another get-together tomorrow! X3
Mood:Depressed Reason:I lost my mom in an accident. Made worse by the fact that my grandma is devastated and by my stepdad’s family help. They just sit with us and discuss a lot of funeral details, and for me, that doesn’t matter at all, and they all offer their help like we can’t do anything. I know they sincerely want to help, but they only make it worse for me. This is going to be the worst week of my life, and I hope things would ease a little after it. I wanna play the piano - that’s the best therapy for me, and I hope it helps someone else in my family.
Mood: currently resoluting a slight state of emotionlessness after intense anger to the point of insanity, then tiredness, irritableness, and finally, sadness.
Reason:
Well, the emotionless ness is already explained. Happens mainly when I’m tired but can sometimes even spontaeneously happen during the day: particularly in a state of thought.
The rage has more-so a whole lot to do with my own thoughts. There are some things I can think about that I can get angry over because I don’t like those thoughts.
Tiredness: it’s late.
Irritableness: it’s stinking hot over here! Even at nighttime!
Sadness: Lamentive over the same aforementioned thoughts. The very fact they exist also saddens me.
Thank you pixarmilan and Leirin! I feel better now, actually.
Mood: Strangely relieved a bit Reason: I looked through the pictures from our family trips, and we had a lot of them, and they made me feel better. What matters is the memories of adventures we had together, and my mom apparently had the same opinion, judging from the way she was moved by Up. I’m all for Pixar philosophy here, so I just keep swimming. =)
oh gosh, Grifoshka… I just now read your post. I can’t even put into words how sorry I am for your loss. Things like that are in no way easy to get through or overcome but please stay strong. My thoughts and prayers are with your family.
Grifoshka - I’m so sorry for your loss… And I mean that from the bottom of my heart … I can’t imagine… no, I don’t WANT to imagine what kind of pain you’re in. And I do realize how some people, wanting to be helpful, can just make things worse. That being said, I’m glad you’re now feeling a little better . I think you have a very good attitude about it all. You’re a very strong person to do that, and I applaud you for not banishing her memory as some would try to do. My prayers are with you. major hugs
I have a whole bunch of Blu-Rays, I have a whole bunch of video games, a whole bunch of CDS of my favorite bands, a computer with internet, and I’m bored. Don’t ask, I don’t know why either.
Mood: Nostalgic Reason: I was offered a place at our music school choir for teachers and graduates. So I came to my music school for (I guess) the fourth time in about six years. I also sang in a choir for the first time in seven years, woohoo
I want to go to the movies tomorrow and see House at the End of the Street cause tomorrow at school is a half day and its $5 dollar movie day at my movie theater where all movies except IMAX movies are $5, but I can’t find my glasses and if I don’t find them then I have to sit in the front and that hurts my neck cause I have to look up the whole time.
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Made worse by the fact that my grandma is devastated and by my stepdad’s family help. They just sit with us and discuss a lot of funeral details, and for me, that doesn’t matter at all, and they all offer their help like we can’t do anything. I know they sincerely want to help, but they only make it worse for me. This is going to be the worst week of my life, and I hope things would ease a little after it. I wanna play the piano - that’s the best therapy for me, and I hope it helps someone else in my family.
