I’ve been a bit inactive recently on the forums, and I’m sorry, but there is a reason.
Last week, I was diagnosed with depression. I’ve been depressed for quite a while. I just beat myself up over every little mistake I make. I hate myself. Even when I’m doing well, I still pick at my mistakes and feel empty. I am not motivated for anything. To be honest, this forum is one of the best things in my life just now. I’ll be on anti-depressants soon. Thank you all for being so kind and supportive. The last few weeks have just been tough.
I’m truly sorry about your depression, its not a fun thing as I was diagnosed with depression in Year 8. So I saw my school Welfare teacher and she helped me through it, she was so supportive and she actually listened to me. I really hope it end soon FoA, I really do.
Mood: Overwhelmed
In my English class… And i am so stressed
FoA, I’m sincerely sorry to hear that. I’ve been going through a lot of the same recently (especially today) and if you ever want to talk about it, I’d be more than willing to.
Its ok, I enjoy comforting people, for me its not about the thanks I get, I really want to help. So its totally fine, and I hope you feel better soon. <3
Mood: DEAD-SET FURIOUS
Our school kept all the girls back after Roll-Call to check our uniform. Skirts have to be 7cm above the knee, and the pleats have to remain unstitched, that means, they are more likely to fly up! Shorts also have to 7cm above the knee, no sports material, they must be cotton. Long pants must be tailored in style and navy blue, not the kind that you wear on a sunday. Our shirts must be pale blue wit a peter-pan collar. Now heres the thing, my shirt was fine and I wear long pants everyday, as I find skirts and shorts super awkward. they picked me up for my pants. I have worn the same stlye since Year 7, been told by the Principal and Deputies that my uniform is perfect, then the head of CAPA rats me out and puts me and half the female population of students on Uniform Detention!! All of us are outraged!!!
Reason: Here in Edinburgh, there’s been a lot of snowfall recently, which is unusual for this time of year. As pretty as the snow is, it’s not conducive to doing much! Even walking 15 minutes to get back home after school was some kind of cold hell!
FoA: I’m sorry to hear your trouble. I hope that you can find the strength within you to pull through, and always rememeber that you have friends here. I’m a bit of a klutz, and I’m pretty annoyed with the mistakes I make both at work and at home. I have also hurt a lot of people, not on purpose, but due to my ignorance or carelessness. But I take solace in the fact that as long as I tried my best to make as many people as happy as possible (including myself), that’s all that matters. I hope that you can move out of this valley and into the light.
Bonanna: Okay, time to stage a revolution! Wear underwear to school, build a barricade out of tables and chairs, and set fire to the, uh, rain.
But in all seriousness, that was really unreasonable of the head of CAPA (what’s that?) to pull this on you all! Maybe you should all write a petition and take it to the principal and deputies? Especially if they remember that they gave you the go-ahead, they may consider your appeal.
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Today I’m kinda okay. My supervisor has been in a good mood these past few days. I’m trying to pick a good day to ask him to switch leave dates with me because I want to go to Bronycon 2013 in the US. But I’ve already swapped for April with him, so convincing him to do it again so soon is going to take every ounce of my negotiating skills! D:
Also I’ll be watching Side Effects tomorrow morning to write a review for my paper. Can’t say I’m excited to see it, it looks like a very dry thriller, but hopefully Sodenberg and Tatum will entertain me enough to keep me awake.
OMG Bonnana!! we should so do that!! XD it would be so funny!! (for those of you wondering. yes we go to the same school!! and i also happen to get on detention… :c)
Such a great idea TDIA!! XD
Current mood: Frustrated.
One word. ASSIGNMENTS!
i have 6 assignments to do… HELP!!
Glad to cheer you up, Bonanna! And it’s “TDI-T”, Angelxo, but s’no biggie, welcome to the forums!
Current Mood: Okay
I attended the press screening for Side Effects, a psychological thriller starring Channing Tatum, Rooney Mara, Jude Law and Catherine Zeta-Jones. My review for this and The Croods is due next week.
Today I also made a lot of boo-boos at work and I think my boss got quite annoyed, but other than that, it’s all good. Only one more day to my weekend (I get Fridays and Saturdays off, I have to come to work on Sunday for Monday publication).
Tired and anxious. Anxious to leave my high school (I am so ready it’s not even funny), and while the college life looks like it will be brighter, there’s still some stress about getting there. Just doing the same job day after day without change can wear you down. But it’s okay, I’m not even quitting. Just some help would be nice, and once all of my decisions are all planned out, I’ll be ready for the fall.
Frustraited but happy…
I have 3 assignment due on friday! AHH!
Happy because I am somewhat in a good mood! AND my drama assignment was due today BUT the teacher couldnt take our class today! phew Im not ready yet!
