Sorry to hear that, Vi! We’re here for you.
Thanks, Virginia. It’s good to be back, at least.
That makes me sad to hear that Violet. I hope everything works out for you.
I’m trying to think of a good sigigie. It usually takes me a couple of days to get good ideas…
I usually get a really good idea that I love, but don’t know how to animate it.
I’m definitely an idea person, because I am weak in execution.
Mood: Annoyed
Reason: I overslept by FOUR HOURS!
Mood: Feeling a little sad.
Reason: I’m thinking about how I feel suck as far as my life is concerned. I have a thirst for knowledge and its driving me crazy that I can quench that thirst as much as I want to. I’m thirty years old. I work long hours at a job that’s dead end to pay off bills. Every year new things come up to add to my debt. I would rather learn spend lots of time learning about art, film, classic literature and poetry. Yet I spend most of my time working, and I don’t have lots of energy or time to devote to my interest. Even though I’m only thirty, I feel like my dreams of getting in animation, or being able to tell stories are a pipe dream. I’m afraid I’ll end up settling for a 9 to 5 where I have to clock in ever day, do the same old mundane task, and wait for retirement. I try to have conversations about movies (the one thing I’m into that everybody I know is into), but the conversations leave me unfulfilled. I wanna learn new things about movies through the movies I, and others, watch through conversations. Or the conversations give me some new insights on life. I wanna hear somebody talk about a movie in a way that goes beneath the surface of what it’s about. I wanna bring up an indie movie I’ve seen, and not see people look at me and roll their eyes, then start asking me if there’s any action. I wanna talk about a great foreign film I watched, and not have people eyes grow wide when I tell them that there are subtitles. I wanna learn how to be a better artist, and learn about the greats. i have so much inside me that i would to put on a piece of paper. Sorry for the long paragraph, I just had to get this off my chest.
I’m sorry you feel that way! I haven’t even started college yet, but life feels so meaningless sometimes. I can’t help but wonder, what am I doing?! I’ll never be happy, because the things that interest me, aren’t things you can just jump into. And honestly I don’t feel any motivation. I have nobody to really talk to about anything important to me, outside of this website really. I know I should be happy and excited and happy to start my life, but I’m afraid I’ll be doing much more existing than living.
Current Mode: Annoyed
Reason: I’m off from my job today, but I found out through text that my manager was going to write me up today because he saw me outside my job reading yesterday. Somebody told him that I was on break. He said that it didn’t matter, he doesn’t want to see that. ![]()
Current Mood: Annoyed
There’s this game called Kingdom Hearts and I can’t get past this one part in it. If anyone has played that game and has beaten it, I could use some advice! I’m at Deep Jungle and I’m fighting that giant lizard thing that Clayton is on.
Current mood: eh
It’s 4:10 in the AM and I am not tired at all. Just bored.
Darn. I’m sick, but otherwise fine.
The next day has come, I haven’t slept a wink, and I’m still not tired yet!
Mood: Happy
Reason: My art class got cancelled today! Now I’ve got more time to work on schoolwork and less time worrying about coming home late at night.
Mood: Really excited
Reason: I just found out that Bob Peterson was born in Wooster! And Lee Unkrich was born in Cleveland!
Current Mood: Annoyed and Happy
While all my friends are getting Call of Duty Ghosts today I gotta wait till Christmas. But I had a choice on getting Battlefield 4 or Ghosts for Christmas or the day they one of them comes out and I chose Battlefield 4. At least that’ll keep me busy it’s just annoying seeing my friends text me pics of them playing the game, as if they are rubbing it in. I’m happy cause I have a day off of school today ![]()
Current mood: Upset
Reason: I just received some bad news that the dollar theater in my town is closing. (That’s just not fair! I can only visit the fancy theater if my change bank is full…)
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Current mood: So happy (inside my mind)
Reason: I finally got more Send A Hello stamps at the post office downtown!
(I hope they’ll have more Mail A Smile stamps ready on my next visit. Who knows? Maybe I’ll get the postcards, too!)
I really wish I could get me some Art of postcards, though. (Found them at the Disney Store website, but I’d have to wait for either my card or getting it as a Christmas gift.)
Also still thinking about getting myself a desk lamp for my newly refurbished computer desk.
That’s all I wanted to say…for this post.
Mood: Excited!
Reason: Just learned that Eska from The Legend of Korra is voiced by Claire Wheeler from Monsters University!!! (is that fanart and a humanization concept I smell coming my way?!!) ![]()
Wait, Audrey Plaza was in MU? How did this go undetected. Argh I will find you!!! ![]()