New chapter of Sids Story is up, Hope you guys like it.
Yup⦠I just read it. It was great! ![]()
Thanks, how did you feel about Willās childhood?
His childhood was an interesting story⦠I also like the thing with Lucky⦠it seems like youāre setting us up for something. ![]()
Garrett, since you told what happened to your friend, I might as well tell what happened to mine. But Iām sorry for your loss as well.
Katie, thank you.
Forster, itās like the person that promised theyād be there has been ripped away.
Ami, I hope so too. Thank you.
Jonah, thanks for saying that you guys are all here for me. I do need someone to talk to about it. Iāve been wanting to. I just donāt know how. Iāve been wanting to write a blog to let out my feeling but I canāt. Even if I did, it wouldnāt be enough.
Thanks xCarsLuverx.
As Iāve said in the beginning of this post, since Garrett told you all what happened Iām guessing itās safe to say what happened to my friend. There was a car accident and what happened was the windshield broke. Some windows broke too. There was so much glass in her body. One was so deep it cut a vein or maybe an artery and she bled to death before making it to the hospital. She also slammed her head into the dashboard really hard. She didnāt hold on tight enough. Her name was Hannah.
I will never forget her.
This year, I will be walking to halls of my high school. Iāll look to my left, sometimes my right, and there will be nothing there. Just air. But Iāll know sheās standing there with me walking to class. Iāll know sheās standing there. Iāll know sheāll be sitting across from me with lunch eating the carrots she always packed for herself because she hates everything the school gives her. Iāll know sheāll be sitting there doing her homework so she doesnāt have to do it at home. Iāll know that when I go to sleep at night, sheāll be sleeping over all the time.
We wanted to go to the same college and move into an apartment together. We wanted to go on a cross country trip. We never wanted to fight and break up our friendship. I told you all once that a friend I lost recently came back to me and started talking to me. When that friend left, Hannah came into my life. When that friend came back, a week later Hannah died.
I will always thank her for being there for me. I guess she was there as a placeholder for my other friend. I guess she was a guardian angel. Iām not religious, but I believe that thereās something helping us. Maybe that something gave me Hannah.
Im very sorry to hear that Jessie ā¦
may she rest in peace⦠it is very hard to deal with this⦠extremely hard⦠i am truly sorry for your loss⦠i hope you feel better soonā¦
(about my friend⦠you guys dont even now that half of it⦠i bet no one will guess the shooter⦠)
I am so sorry for your loss, Jessie. It would just tear me to shreds if that happened to me. Just let it be known that weāre here for you and we will support you through these tough times.
hugs Jessie
Forsterās right, weāre ALWAYS here for you through times like this⦠Iām so sorry about all this
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Garrett, whoās the shooter?
Jessie as said we are here for you⦠ami⦠it ā¦was⦠her⦠dadā¦
OMFG! faints Iām so sorry Garrett⦠I⦠canāt believe that, itās just so shocking. I love you <3 <3 <3
yeah⦠dad got life sentience⦠he was drunk⦠really i dont think so⦠id post the story but im not⦠thanksā¦guys <3
And jessie again im very sorryā¦
Garrett again Iām so sorry⦠I respect your privacy <3
Jessie, chin up, raise your head high. You can get through this
Weāre here for you.
Thatās devastating Garrett. I apologize for all that has happened.
I hope I get past this.
You will in time⦠i can promise that⦠and thanks guysā¦
Iām here for you too, if you want.
thanksā¦
Jessie and mopar, to both of you, Iām really sorry to hear all that.
Iāve never had to lose anyone close to me, but I expect it would be devastating. Like everyone already said, weāre all here for you. ![]()
Itās a terrible feeling. Think of the saddest youāve ever been, then multiply that by infinity and beyond.
I canāt begin to express how sorry I am for the both of you. Jessie, this must be so hard to get through. I canāt imagine losing my best friend. I just canāt. I am so extremely sorry for you. Like you said, Iām positive that sheāll be with you even if you canāt see her. I believe that with all my heart. I know you donāt know me well, but youāve got me here if you ever want to talk. Youāve got all of us here. Youāll get through this. I promise.
And Garrett, in my worst nightmare that would never happen. Iām sorry that you had to go through that. I would be absolutely devasted. If any of this had happened to me, I wouldnāt make it through it the same person. I donāt have a thick skin. Things get to me really easily. And if that happened, I would lie in bed for the rest of my life. Iām so sorry about your friend. You too, if you ever need to talk to someone, youāve got all of us here.