She was like my sister. 
That may take some timeā¦ me not knowing how emotional (personally) a girl is cuse im not a girlā¦it could take longerā¦ im not saying men and boys are less emotional cuse ever man is softā¦ they just seem hardā¦my lil brother (the 2yr old) almost diedā¦ and that upset me for a while as wellā¦ it could take monthsā¦ or yearsā¦ it depends on you and the impact that person had on youā¦ sometimes you may bust out crying just by a single thought of that personā¦ your humanā¦ its who we areā¦
The first 2 days I couldnāt even think of her without crying. Today though, I just tear up a little.
like i said it different for everyoneā¦ mourning is difficultā¦ but its a process we all go thru after a death of a loved oneā¦ i will say this youll seem fine one second then your in tears the nextā¦ but its okā¦ everythings gonna be alrightā¦ all you really can do is remember who they where and never forgetā¦
'Night Robbie and Forster.
Jessie: It depends. At first I completely denied it. It wasnāt until the funeral that I accepted that he was dead. He just lived a street away from me, so it was hard for the first few months. One thing that did help keep his memory alive was the next day and that week (it had happened late March during the school year) a folder was passed around among the people in band and a few of his classes (we were in junior high, so it was relatively small) and we have this folder of poems and drawings and letters to him. We plan to, this upcoming year, since my group of friends who were close friends to him, to give his father the folder.
And it may feel like forever now, but you will get over it and accept it. And that sounds totally wrong and cliche, but itās true. It wonāt be instant, but look back in a few months on how you are today, and youāll see progress.
And life is going to suck. I donāt know why it does, but it just likes to do that. I notice that you do the cross the line stuff on Tumblr, and honestly, I suggest to stay away from it. Itāll only keep you in mourning longer, and these feelings will become harder. Death sucks, and you just lost a best friend, but donāt let that be the start of a downward spiral.
Now, Iām not saying itās not okay to mourn. There were nights, just random nights too, that I went to sleep crying. Oh, and youāll have dreams about them for a week or so. Itās not a sign from them, sorry. I wished it was too.
To answer your question, probably a month or so. Thatās how long it was for most of us, but itāll still be a sore topic to talk. Your life will become busy and stuff, so you wonāt think about her often, sad but true.
Did that answer your question? I kinda went off on a tangent there 
Because I type happy faces and act happy on the internet doesnāt mean Iām fine. Iāve been horrible for the past three days.
Oh i knowā¦ if you where talking to me when i said youd be fine one minuteā¦ i meant in the futureā¦
Yeah I know I do. You did answer my question. Iām just sick of thinking about her.
EDIT: I thought you were talking about me at the present time.
no no no id seem like a real jerk for saying thatā¦
I dont toy with peoples emotionsā¦
Yāknow, one thing that helped me when I was in mourning, was to think of the great memories that I had, instead of things you regret or other negative things you could think.
I know these things sound cliche and oversaid, but they help. HArd at first, but they work.
I donāt really know what to think right now. About her I mean. 
well if your talking about memory wise start at the beginningā¦
^ thats really cute 
Thanks (:
You know it hurts to even think about her right now. Itās bad enough that most of the stuff I do reminds me of her.
Lauren, thank you. hugs
ok ok ok ill stop talking nowā¦
I meant all of the memories. Not that I donāt like to think about her.
Itās the happy memories and the sad memories that made me feel worse at the moment was all I meant.
oh ok sorryā¦ well i almost went the whole day without hurting my fingersā¦
Thatās some nice news. 
Iāve just adopted the word āquibbleismā.