Hello everyone
Iām feeling better, Garrett. Kind of scared. 
2 tests in one day?!? Either my teachers are all evil or just really bored.
ā¦oh yah, hello!
so glad to hear your betterā¦ why are u scared? Is ami on yet? if im not on tell her im sorry and i love her and ill talk to her tomorrow i will be on all day tomorrowā¦ <3 i really am glad for you Jessie 
I donāt think soā¦
K thanksā¦ im really hating myselfā¦ 
Hey guys. You have two tests in one day Chuckles? Good luck. Reminds me of grade 8. I had this one teacher who assigned so many teasts, a regular week for us had at least 8 tests in it
Jessie, Iām happy to hear youāre feeling better. But why are you scared if you donāt mind me asking? And Garrett, why are you mad at yourself?
I keep remebering my grandad dead on the floor when i saw him when i was 10, I keep remebering Kaylaās face how she used to be before she died and I keep remebering the conversations me and my freind had before he died just a week ago i am at his funeral right nowā¦ itg brings back so many hated memoriesā¦ and i just hate myself for being aliveā¦
Garrett, Iām really sorry about all the stuff youāre going through right now. The passing of a friend is extremely difficult to deal with. But no matter what, you shouldnāt hate yourself. Itās unhealthy, and Iām sure they wouldnāt want that. Stay strong. Your friends and family are there for you, and so are we.
Yeah I guessā¦ where is Ami? <3 Jessie where are you? Where is everybody?
Yeah I guessā¦ where is Ami? <3 Jessie where are you? Where is everybody?
Waves hand frantically Iām right here! 
Hey guys!
Good luck with your tests Chuckles. My grade schools teachers always gave us a lot. I think I had five in a day before 
Hey there, Katie. 
Ami didnt come onā¦ I needed herā¦ And where is Jessie?
Hey everyone.
Hey, Forster! How are you doing?
Okay. You?
I havenāt been doing anything big. Just reading and cleaning. 
Boo, Iām alive!
Hey everyone, I bet I was the last person you expected to hear from! Yeah, Iām actually on for once. Pretty amazing, right?
Yesterday was really funā¦ I would be lying if I said it wasnāt one of the best days of my entire life. But I was going through some posts a few minutes ago and it just hit me the gravity of what yesterday was. I didnāt even realize it.
I hate myself and feel terrible, even insulting, for how not only did I almost forget that yesterday was 9/11, but also that I was having fun with my friends while people were grieving so much. I donāt really remember anything at all, because I was in first grade when it happened. I remember a teacher running into our classroom, saying that two buildings had blown up, and I was very confused. Then I remember the principal not letting us go outside for recess because there was a āhigh pollen count.ā After that, my parents picked me up from school and I just remember being glad to get out of school early.
Iāve living in Ohio most of my life, and I never knew anyone that was in the buildings that terrible day, so I probably canāt even imagine what it would be like for anyone affected. But my heart still goes out to the family and friends of the victims.
Jess, Iām so sorry I wasnāt there for you yesterday. I never even stopped and thought about how much this meant to you. Iām sorry I was gone all day with my friends while you were so upset. Iām sorry about your family friend. Iām sorry for disappointing you. Iām sorry for apologizing so much lately, because I know that Iāve been a horrible person these past few days and I know that I could say all the āsorrysā in the world, and they would mean nothing unless I actually took some action. I love you. I donāt know what the heck I was thinking yesterday, but I promise it wonāt happen again.