Oh.
In reference to what was being talked of last. 
He’s a premature birth.
Oh, duh. I don’t know why I didn’t get that. My younger brother was actually a premie by around two weeks, I think. 
Hey, guys.
Yes, it’s been a while, and I should probably explain myself.
Right around Cars 2 came out, there was an immense amount of negative comments towards the movie, which really didn’t make me happy. Seeing all of the negativity (not to mention that browsing around, I see it still exists) I stopped coming here. Why should I hang around people who over analyze and make smart comments? Why should I be around people who are busy being excited over the Pixar movie that was coming out after Cars 2 when Cars 2 didn’t even come out yet? Why should I even waste my time? So, I left. Sure, there are people here that like Cars, but there’s far more people who dislike it and it pains me to be around them simply because I like the movie that much.
After Cars 2, things were happening very fast in my personal life. This part has nothing to do with the movie, I’m just saying it happened after it. For those who remember, my best friend passed away last year and this year was the one very anniversary. It brought back the memories, the thoughts, and the guilt. It brought back all of the begging and it brought back all of the pain. On top of that, there’s been this boy who has been bothering me in school for years who got much worse. I couldn’t take it. So I wasn’t even thinking about Pixar Planet anymore. From time to time, I remembered, but most of the time I was too busy trying to figure out whether everything was real or not. For those who are new, I have a history of dealing with depression, so everything going on (all of this including things I won’t post), it made it spring back into my life. It pained me too much to even speak to anyone. It took a lot for me to even come here and speak. I’ve been ignoring internet friends, I’ve been ignoring my boyfriend, I’ve been ignoring teachers, and my parents. I didn’t want to speak to anyone. I only spoke to myself on the internet on my blog and Facebook. I kept contact with most people I know in person though; it’s impossible not to speak to them. I didn’t want to speak to anyone about anything because I felt that if I told people anything, they wouldn’t stop asking me about it or talking to me about it. Surely enough, I was right.
I met my boyfriend in August. His screen name here is Ding. It helped while he was here, but as soon as he left, I cried walking on my way home after saying goodbye. At that point, it wasn’t about him leaving. It was that there was no one who was tangible who could make me forget again. So, I locked myself in my room for the rest of the Summer and I did what always makes me feel better. Hang out in my room alone with all my Cars things on my wall watching Cars. I can’t even tell you how many times I watched it that week. It was what made me forget, so it was a lot.
Look, I don’t know what else to say without it getting more personal than it already is, so I’m not going to say anything else.
I will say this, because I know that people do like my fan fiction. I am still writing it, but it will continue on FanFiction.net. I haven’t updated since I left Pixar Planet though. I’m currently writing a new one too, but hasn’t been added yet.
Also, I probably won’t be returning to Pixar Planet due to the lack of fandomship for Cars. I mean, it’s here, but there are message boards dedicated to just Cars. And let’s face it; it’s pretty much the only Pixar movie I care the most about.
So without anything further, I want to say goodbye to every here who has talked to me and made friendships with me. It was a great trip. Maybe someday I’ll come back.
But it’s been great and I’ll miss the friendships I’ve made here dearly.
Aww, it’s unfortunate that you have to leave x3haijessiex3. I haven’t checked out any of your fan-fics as I’m kind of new to this site but I’m definitely going to check them out.
How can I even respond to that? I knew there had to be something more than the Cars hate keeping you away, and I’m so sorry to hear that Jess. It sounds like you are getting to a better place then those sad times now, thank goodness. You are an amazing person and don’t deserve whatever struggles are holding you back. While I only knew you a short while I am very sad to see you go. I won’t forget what an inspiration you were to me, a friend and a fellow Cars fan. I will look for your written work on FFN and you can find me there with the same screen name as I have here. You probably never knew me that well, and maybe you didn’t think of me that much but I hope you will remember me, and think of me as a friend. Goodbye, Jess. 
It’s alway’s sad to see a good member go. If only Cars 2 got better views. We have been friend’s for about a year now, it was awesome getting to know you. We were wondering where you were all summer, we ddin’t expect this to happen. Even though Cars 2 isn’t my favosite, it’s still a good movie. I wonder how the Pixarteer board will do without are leader, hope it doden’t die out completly. I won’t forget the good time’s we had here. Hope you do walk in from time to time, just to say Hi. We can still talk on facebook atleast, so it’s not a big goodbye, but will still miss you on here. Bye Jessie, you will alway’s be a great member and a true friend.
Jessie, I’m at a loss for words here. You’ve been an amazing friend, and it truly pains me to see you go. You were so welcoming when I first came here. I’m not sure I would go so far as to say I looked up to you, but I can say that you have always been a very inspiring person for me. It’s going to be hard knowing that you won’t be on anymore. I’m going to miss you, and I hope that someday you’ll come back. But for now, take care of yourself, and good luck. 
SADLY I never really talked to you much, Jess, but when ever we loose someone from the site its a heart break to all of us. ITs ashame, but like the old saying goes
"its better to have loved and to lost, then never to have loved at all"
It doesnt really fit here but i love that saying so, so long my good friend!
Who’s gonna be the new leader of the Pixarteers?
I don’t know. If Ding, Rayhawk, pixarfan9099, or EvilGenius still came on regularly, I’d pick one of them. But I haven’t seen any of them in awhile.
Maybe we should do a vote. And we need a complete catalog of all the current Pixarteers. I know we have that list on the first page, but we’ve had a number new people join since Jessie last updated.
What would a leader do though? I mean, Jessie started the thread so she was the one to edit it and everything, but what else would the leader do?
I agree. If we do get a new leader of the Pixarteers, there isn’t too much they could do. I would recommend starting a new thread if we do get a new leader but a new thread would be highly unlikely.
Here’s are must active Pixarteers I think.
x3haijessiex3 (quit)
Snipe
Pixarfan91
Evangeline
IncredigirlVirginia
thedriveintheatre
Buzz&Woodyforever
MissCarrera
S 330
Somethingguy912
Sealy
xcarsluverx
definedacning
Ballboi
I guess it would really just be a title, and someone to make final decisions. Unless, of course, we started a new thread.
Pixarfan91: Yup, I think that’d be everyone. Although I don’t think IncredigirlVirginia, thedriveintheatre, or Buzz&Woodyforever have been very active on this thread in a long time. And, is K9Girl a Pixarteer? I know she had been posting on here a little while ago.
I think starting a new thread would be the best if we do decide to get a new leader.
I agree. Who would like to arrange the voting though?
I don’t know. First we would need some canidates for the job though.
I could do it! But like Ballboi said, we’ll need some candidates first. And that’s where it’ll be a little tough.
Sorry guys, I saw No.
Are you saying no, we shouldn’t start a new thread?