Social difficulties. I have trouble starting conversations with people.
It’s not that I cant get into them, but it’s hard for me to do if I meet someone new or if the two of us are silent.
The sad truth is She is excrutiatingly shy and quiet (even more so than I am!!!). So getting into a conversation may be an impossibility.
Unless I get to know her better. 
Their are stray cats close to wear I live, hope they can stay warm on cold night’s. It’s warm today though.
I just can’t overcome my inability to ask people for help in studies. Not because I don’t want or something, but because it seems to me that they don’t have time for me, though I always try to help when I’m asked for it. That’s stupid. My constant indecision and lack of self-confidence will kill me.
I’m kind of dreading tomorrow because Tuesdays are Algebra days. 
My mom and little brother have bad tempers. All’s they ever do is yell.
Im annoyed at myself cause i keep leaving then come back and leave I mean I dont mean to but that s just how i am im a busy body and and yaeh…
I’m happy that we got our internet back.
I need to paint something for my mom and closest friend. Then, all my Christmas stuff will be done 
I watched some of Queen’s 1979 26 December Hammersmith Odeon show.
Gah, I still need to see that! I aim to watch every filmed Queen concert. Someday. 
I hope I can get a job next year so I can get better or even just buy some present’s.
I’m hoping I can start learning how to drive so that I CAN get a job…
That’s actually what I’m trying to do at the moment. I’m on the year 1979, there are a a few more shows filmed that year than any year before.
I have tried dozens of places, and I haven’t even got a call from on place.
I’m afraid of hiccups.
My big Brother will be getting here on Saturday.
Still got to finish the game.
Gonna finsh a video I made.
I’m almost done with my Christmas shopping! My mom doesn’t want to spend any money on our family friends (whom I’ve known since I was 3), so I’m just going to go ahead and buy their presents myself. 
Just saw an announcement that Disney Channel starts federal broadcasting here in Russia from the 31st of December. And they’re going to put on Disney Afternoon shows, among others. That sounds a bit interesting.