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FounderOfAzn: I’m so sorry to hear that neighbor. Endure, the only word I can say now, my prayers with you.
Mood: Supercalifraglisticexpiliadocously freakin’ scared. A mix of anxiousness and nightmare-ism. I’m-a-jinx-disease.
Why?
A started Monday with a summon. Summoned for not wearing completely (forgot my tie, in a hurry).
Evening (just now).
I never been this freakin’ scared in my life. EVER! Well, here goes.
It’s class, and yeah, my least favorite lecturer’s one. Ughh…
We’re given an assignment, I made 'em with my group. Then, it’s 4pm, yet, I didn’t know it’s ALREADY 4 pm.) Then, my best friends (a group of 4) asked me to join 'em to go back to hostel from the class. I thought the class was already over, I thought it’s already 5.
I’m on my way to the bus.
On the bus.
5 minutes later, catastrophe. I really screw up this time. A friend of mine (a girl) texted me (actual message): “WHRE TH HELL URE GONE DUDE?! SHE’S SUPER-MAD RGHT NOW! CME HRE ASAP”
It was already too late…
What am I going to do? 
Suggestions??
Now, I’m gonna apologize to her, gentlemanly tomorrow.
P/S: She loves to sulk. She never talk to a person if he/she sulks to. Quite hot-headed & my final exam is at stake.
I’m so, so sorry to hear about what’s been happening to your family, FounderofAzn. I saw a report on the floods in the news the other day and it looked awful. I hope you and your family manage to stay strong through this tough time, and you’re in my thoughts.
You’re telling me, bright dot-dasher! I remember my Latin classes where every week we had to learn five or six pages of a ridiculously long speech by Cicero off by heart, despite the fact that the language used in it was just so awkward and roundabout, and despite everyone having a lot of work from other classes. I swear, some teachers think that the subject they teach is the only important one!
wannabechef91- Everyone makes mistakes. Just tell her that you didn’t realise you were still meant to be there, and apologise profusely. I guess there’s nothing else you can do. Hope it all gets sorted out!
Current mood: Pleased.
Reason: Personal statement first draft is done! References are being collected from teachers today and tomorrow…So aside from doing some PS tweaking, my UCAS application is all sorted.
I’m also pleased that my English teachers don’t mind me not turning up for every lesson. I think they understand that I want to self-teach this year and they actually trust me, so that can’t be bad!
Annoyed
I am using a library computer, but the language setting is in Japanese. I can’t change it.
Mood: Neutral 
Random, kinda boring day; rainy out with nowhere to go, and the forums were pretty slow all day. An exception to this was when I decided to go and try to get some files off of an old computer of ours that hasn’t been used in years, and after I got everything hooked up and turned on the power, smoke started pouring out of the machine, and it smelled horrible. I yanked the power cord out as fast as I could because I couldn’t shut it off with the button. 
It was a bit scary, actually. I was afraid for several moments that it had caught on fire inside and might explode or something.
I’ve been stressing all day about an art project I’m looking to do - it’s beyond my reach as far as technique goes, and if I want it to come out the way I see it, it’s going to be pushing me to my digital art limits. If I work at it and finish it though, I know I’ll be satisfied with myself.
Now I have to do the dishes. Not looking forward to that. 
little chef
Im feelin good! me and my girlfriends 2 year anniversary was today!
Mood: Inspired.
Why?: Pixar Planet changed the way I see things. And I thought about FounderOfAzn when I read about Ondoy’s aftermath in Phillipines.
CMB: Congratulations.
Mood: Busy
Reason: I’m trying to finish up three papers due in 3 hours.
Current Mood: Hungry, relaxed, but slightly discouraged. Not too bad
Reason: Well, I’m gonna make some cheese ravioli here in a minute, mmmmmm,…
Having a pretty mellow day, did my homework already, and my class got canceled. gonna draw some, play some videogames, and just chill out. Kind of discouraged because I was told I have minor cardiomyopathy (borderline heart failure) yesterday at the hospital. I’m on medication now, and if it works, I’ll be fine. Otherwise, I might have to go see a transplant doctor. That’s way down the line though, I’m not too worried.
Mood: Worried
Question:CAn I finish my MV for the PP contest before its due date?
I just got done drawing, it was a good day, so im in a good mood!
I always feel good when i get some good drawings and ideas down on paper.
Mood: Feeling stupid.
Why: Because I have just been rickroll’d while searching Bruno full movie via YouTube.
Ugh, I don’t understand why I’ve been nothing but upset, frustrated, or somewhat depressed this week!!!
No need to list my mood, 'cuz it’s kind of a combination of all of them.
We got our computer back from HP (for the third time) and there is STILL a problem with the screen. The problem we had before has been fixed, but the coloring in the entire screen is now off. It looks like it’s missing colors, like on old computers. We have no idea what to do except call again and see if we can’t get it fixed. If not, we’ll have to send it in again. I mean, what else can we do? If we bring it to someone local, HP will void our warrantee.
Stuff’s going on in my family that’s really putting a lot of pressure on my parents. Financial stuff. Like, I won’t get into any details 'cuz they don’t want me do, but basically, if something doesn’t change here and change soon, we could very well lose our house, guys. We’re stuck in a corner with no way out. My dad works day in and day out and never gets paid. My mom homeschools, so she can’t get a job. And we have two gas guzzling vehicles so I can’t get a job either, 'cuz the money I’d make would go straight towards the gas we’d be paying.
To add to my misery, it’s “that time” of the month again (girls, you can testify to my pain!). Not fun.
My brothers complain about everything and seem completely oblivious to the situation we’re in and what’s at stake here. That frustrates me beyond reason.
I just… I don’t even know how to handle myself.
little chef
Mood: Annoyed, angry, depressed, all that bad stuff
Reason: I left my Algebra HW at home by accident. My Algebra teacher gave me after-school detention for tomorrow because of this, even though I SWEAR TO GOD that I did it. She didn’t even give me a day to make it up and let me off the hook. I’ve never had detention before so I’m really afraid, and I’m angry that I don’t even get a day to hand it in. Hopefully I can squirm out of it somehow. 
Congratulations on the two year anniversary, CMB! Two years is a pretty long time, so you must be doing something right.
I’m sorry to hear about your family’s situation at the moment, red. It’s a shame that your brothers are a bit oblivious to it all, but maybe they’re just trying to ignore what’s happening? I guess people cope in different ways. And it sounds like the recession is still hitting hard…I hope things improve soon for you, anyhow.
Bryko614- That sounds annoying, though detentions don’t really matter anyway, especially if you’re not the kind of person who’s always in detention. It seems like a big deal now but really, aside from being a bit boring, it’s not that bad.
Mood: Sort of lonely but happy nonetheless.
Reasons: Most of my closest friends are all gone now, off to university. It’s weird seeing photos of them on Facebook at Freshers’, partying hard with complete strangers. But we’re having a big get together in a few weekends’ time, so it’ll be nice to see them again, especially one of my friends who at a university which is a long way away.
lizardgirl: Aww, thanks for your concerns. I don’t think it’s so much that they’re trying to ignore what’s happening, frankly I think they just don’t care and don’t really see how much it could affect them. There’s this childish mentality that they still hold that tells them “Mom and Dad have everything under control, nothing horrible could ever happen to us.” I know because I thought the same way when I was their age; except we were far from a situation like this back then.
I totally had a meltdown this afternoon, and I’d really appreciate thoughts and prayers from you guys, 'cuz I need it to make it through this week. My whole family needs it. Really, I feel like I’m at the end of my rope, and as soon as I think that I know my parents are going through far worse. There’s nothing I can do to help, and I hate that.
But it’s meaningless to go on about it here. I’m sure half of you don’t really truly care anyhow and would rather me stop complaining.
little chef
oh my goodness little_chef! you’ll be in my prayers this week! 
I really do hope you get out of your problem soon! .
Mood: Happy!
After dinner I get to go to my local comic book shop to buy some Pixar and Disney comics! 
I can’t wait!
gives a light slap to little_chef
Seriously, stop that right now. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with telling your friends what’s bothering you. That’s what friends are for. For your information, we DO care, and we’ll most definitely be keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Seriously, if there’s something bothering you, don’t hesitate to let us know. I’m sure I can’t fully understand your situation, and how severe it is, but I do know that staying in a bad mood about it doesn’t get you too far. Just do what you can, and remember that we’re always here to put a smile back on that face of yours. Really, it’s fine. We’re all friends here, we know how things get tough, and there’s nothing wrong with letting others know about it. We’re here for ya. 
Current Mood: Well, kinda depressed now.
Reason: Reading little_chef_eva09’s recent posts while listening to “Wake Me Up When September Ends” by Green Day. The combo just got to me I guess.
little_chef_eva09, I don’t pray very often, but you’re definitely going to be in my prayers. I hope things get better over there.
little_chef: I’ll pray for you. I hope things will turn around for you.