Current Mood

Mood: Upset

Reason: Oh nothing. It’s just that sometimes being a Cars humanizing fanfic writer has it’s downfalls. Like being told that humanized fanfics are killing the fandom. :cry: Sure it wasn’t in my face or directed at me exactly, but it hurt me all the same.

Current mood: Happy, excited, hopeful

Reason: Well, my recent art miracle got me in really high hopes for a future at Pixar, I’m having my (first, I hope) Pixar movie marathon tomorrow, I’m still up in the air about the Pizza Planet Truck (it could still be!), and I’m really excited to start working on Russell later this week.

Mood-Contemplative

Listening to these pop rock songs about love. (About a Girl, Dear Vienna, Here In Your Arms, Shake It, etc.)

Hee hee, what a coincidence :laughing:


Mood: happy

Reason: I passed my Biology exam with a nice little C; I had to talk about ecology, something I’m not very good at. Oh well, I passed and no more exams for me :smiley:

Not the biggest fan of biology, but I’m pretty good at it (better at microbio than ecology, ecosystems and biomes are so blah). Good thing you did pretty well on your exam! :smiley:

Current Mood: A tad tired, Anxious as heck

Reason: Woke up almost exactly 2 minutes ago, getting ready to start the Pixar Marathon. Cannot wait! :smiley:

Grats on passing! And hope you enjoy your marathon ffdude.

Mood-Disoriented

Had a cervical cancer vaccine shot. My body isn’t agreeing with it at the moment.

Excited

I’m going to see Ice Age 3 tommorow.

In Syndrome voice “You sly dog!” :open_mouth: I wanna waaatch…! :smiley:

Mood: Satisfied and anxious

Satisfied because I have just finished another mash-up parody and my first attempt at a fan TV spot ever, both for Transformers 2. Anxious because of what others will think of them when I post 'em up soon, and also because I have two outstanding signature requests to attend to.

Mood: Tired but content.

Reasons: Well, I first went to the gym and then went to the cinema as a treat afterwards. I saw Ice Age 3 in 3D, mainly because there wasn’t anything else on at the time, and it was alright, a bit of fun I guess.

Current Mood: Tired, hungry, but happy

Reason: Just woke up, really want seem some food, and my marathon went excellently last night. :slight_smile: Gotta get crackin on a pic of Russell today!

Mood-Blah and excited.

Had some tofu on whole-grain bread. I think I just performed manslaughter on my tastebuds.

My relatives are coming to visit.

Mood: Frustrated, but determined

Reason: I’m losing hours at work due to a slow strawberry season. But I’m determined to make the most of this sudden day off and finish a few projects that I’ve left unattended for awhile. Also working on a drawing of Kevin. :slight_smile:

Awesome hannah! you’ll have to show me, and I wanna see that pic of Russell and Carl you said you were working on.

Current Mood: Still tired

I’m really having trouble waking up. I’m gonna take a nice hot bath. Russell still hasnt been started :frowning:

Mood: Annoyed and Excited

I meant to post my Transformers fanwork yesterday, but I blew my evening watching Family Guy, American Dad and Prison Break on free-to-air. Woke up a bit wasted this morning, but I think after some forum chat, lunch, and a nice hot bath, I’ll get down to it. Oh, and I’m excited because I have plans to start some Ice Age 3 related fanwork to celebrate its release! Yippee ki yay…

Current Mood: Tired, frustrated, reluctant

Reason: Still recovering from 17 hours of movies, I’m having a lot of trouble with Russell, and I have work in about 30 minutes. Maybe I do better at 1 a.m., we’ll see!

Mood-Bummed out, but happy.

My relatives that were supposed to visit today had some business to attend to, so they’ll be visiting tomorrow instead. Going to the swimming pool though. Can’t wait to hit that water. :stuck_out_tongue:

Mood - a Jessie (melanchonious).

Dunno, school’s been stressful, and I think I’m getting freaked out with juggling life, work & school… need a distraction. I guess that’s where PP comes in.

Current Mood: Hungry, sneaky and kinda pathetic.

Trying to secretly eat my dad’s ‘salty pastries’ (filled with salty, delicious paste) which I think I’m not supposed to eat just to save up a little bit of cash for the [Watch Every i]Up[/i] Movie Sessions Marathon.’ Hopefully, with time, I’m able to save enough so that I won’t need to touch my scholarship fund.

Feeling a little pathetic because… I appear to be. You should look at the way I sneakingly eat the pastries. It’s like I’m living in Iraq or something.

~ Flare

Normally, I don’t like to double post, but I have a rant that I must post.

Usually, after a big (verbal) fight with my dad, I wouldn’t feel anything because I don’t give a crap about him caring about me or not - I’m used to it already - but today, I absolutely hated my family. My father kept giving me these threats about canceling my Internet subscription, shouted at me like a mad dog and even close to hitting me just because I made a change of plans about helping him with something. What a freak. I wish he’d just die in fire, penetrated by daggers and knives. Just, die.

My mum isn’t the bit caring, either. She doesn’t know how to say caring stuff. She might be caring in the background, but in front of me, she couldn’t act as a kind mother who could make me feel comfortable, secure and good about myself.

Edit: I take that back; she’s a freak, too. A psycho b**** who’s so paranoid about everybody around her calling her names and s***. She should not only die in a fire, but in the burning h*** itself, too, for being such an anti-Christ (she claims to be Christian, but her actions say otherwise).

Today, after this argument, I feel, even more than before, that I’m living in a prison. This room, this apartment means nothing to me. It’s just a cubicle with four walls blocking my freedom, and I can’t escape it because I have no real friends in my country whose houses I could stay over for a night or two without having the request rejected by their parents. I know the people in the forums are caring and stuff, but, honestly, I really still feel ever so lonely.

I hate this. My dad just keeps shouting his insults about me so loud, making it very audible for me. Some parents. AND PEOPLE WONDER WHY I’M SUCH AN INSECURE FREAK WITH A DEMENTED MIND! Oh, screw the people! I can’t take this anymore! I feel like just dying and end it all! Screw everybody! I hate this.

If anyone wants to kill my parents, their names are:

Please do it quick; I’m getting impatient.

~ Flare, eternally miserable

Edited by Rachel - don’t give away others’ personal details

My mood is a bit upset and kind of blah. :frowning:

I don’t know why. Maybe it’s cuz I finally finished a sketch of one of my favorite dA artist’s OCs (I’ve been working so hard to get her right, too!) last night and submitted it… she watches me and stuff, so she should have gotten it, but she hasn’t said anything about it. I was really hoping she would like it. sigh

And my tablet hasn’t come in yet. It was shipped from California on Monday, so who knows how long it’s going to take to get here!! I know I should stop being so impatient, but I’ve already waited a long time to get one of these!! 8C The past few days have been like, the longest of my life. I can never find something to do to pass the time; although I know there are plenty of projects I can work on. I feel like it all relies on this stupid tablet!!!

Blah because I’m just freakin bored. No one seems to want to get on MSN, and my deviantART has been so slow, it almost makes me feel a bit depressed. :frowning: Ugh, and I work so freakin’ hard at my art, too!!!

Flare: That doesn’t sound like a great situation there with your family… I would want out, too!!! :frowning: You can count on my prayers directed your way, 'kay? C8

little chef