Well, at least someone bother to write something. I guess the others are too f-ed up to mind a whining spoiled child anymore, huh? 
The heat’s cooled down, but I still hate my parents, wishing that my dad would shove his own d**k up his mouth… if that’s possible.
~ Flare
Whoah Dragon, I know you blotted that out, but that’s still a bit much even without the full word,… I know you need to vent, but don’t be so graphic about it. Just saying, you’re taking it a little far. I’m really sorry you’re feeling so crummy about your parents. I used to feel the same way about my dad, it’s really no fun, I can understand on a smaller scale.
Current Mood : Refreshed, worried now,… :\
Reason: Just took an awesome bath, finally ready to start my pic of Russell (only 12 hours late,…), see above for worried.
And that’s why you couldn’t relate. Try living in my shoes for a minute. I doubt you would even last half of that. 
Mood: Annoyed
~ Flare
Edit:
No, you know what? I’m more than annoyed right now. I hate hypocrites like what ffdude1906 was being just now.
Go die in a fire, dude.
Current Mood-
Mood about ten seconds ago-Happy and annoyed. Relatives are finally coming over. Was practicing major chords on guitar. Couldn’t find my picks, and holding down the strings hurts my fingers (all worth it in the end though).
Dragon, all I meant is that what you posted was a bit graphic for the forums. I understand that you’re having a really tough time, harder than I can imagine. I’m just concerned that you might end up saying something that would get you in trouble. My intentions are purely in your favor, I really want the best for you guys on here. I’d really like for you to stick around, and it’d be a real shame if you ended up posting something that got you banned, that’s all I wanted to point out.
Sorry if I came off the wrong way, I’m not so good with words, being a social outcast myself. (not trying to relate with your situation, I’m just trying to justify my error with that last statement)
I do agree that I can’t relate with what’s going on right now, I was hoping that you’d take that as a statement of compassion rather than hypocrisy. My bad, didn’t mean to push your button like that, 
All I suppose I can do now is hope things go better for you, and let you know that you have my support (on a reasonable, psychological basis). I’ll keep you in my prayers as well man, sorry things are tough for you. :\
Current Mood: A bit scared (sorry dude), on another note, Annoyed, Sleepy, Satisfied, and Geeky
Reason: Self explanatory on the first one. Regarding other matters,I leave for work in 10 minutes, 2 hours of sleep is a bit rough, I hit the 20 mark in my Up count, and realized something somewhat nifty/geeky.
My theater isn’t showing Up in 3D anymore, which on one hand is great, but the smaller screens they’re showing it on now are TERRIBLE. The projector stays out of focus through most of the movie. However, I noticed that my current 3D Up count is now and forever will be stuck at 18. Not only does this beat Hannahmation’s record for TI (by one, 
), but it also happens to be Carl’s address, kinda neat.
I appreciate your concerns, really, but I don’t need someone to lecture me in my darkest hour - I need comfort and care, not preaching.
I know my posts were very graphical and I apologize for giving you trouble, moderators. It’s a very heated rant, but it’s a rant. Go check out most rants over the Internet; most of them have similar mature materials. I know that doesn’t make it acceptable for me to post rants of such inappropriate nature here, but that’s the reason why I did it and I’ll try not to do it again.
Ditto.
Again, join the club.
It is a sensitive situation so some careful placement of words is needed.
It’s better than nothing, I guess. I was hoping to read some words of comfort instead of people discussing about their religion with me, but I appreciate the effort.
Mood: Still annoyed, still a little bit insecure and, also, worried and agonized.
Annoyed again, but this time, it’s because I have to go and run that errand me and my dad argued about for him. That jerk. Insecure because I’m still living in this crap-hole. Worried about the future of my life, as many kids do, I guess (though half of you probably don’t have a screwed up parental issue such as mine) and also, agonized because my tooth is hurting, again. Ugh, some way to start my morning.
~ Flare
Yeah, I think was a bit insensitive about it now, I should have realized that kinda taping your lips shut like that would have made you upset. I have a tendency to say things the wrong way in tense situations like that, I apologize. I just didn’t want to see you get thrown out, especially in the midst of what you’re going through, it seems like you really need this place right now.
You kinda seem like one of those people that’s hard to comfort in situations like these though, as in it’s hard to convince you that things will clear up. You have a very strong sense of opinion and independence, and it kinda feels hard to change your mind about things. In many ways, that’s a very good thing, but it makes situations like these that much worse for you, it’s hard to get your head back up. I’m a bit nervous about encouraging you as a result, in my experience, people take it the worst way possible, and I feel worse about what I’ve said (resulting in these long-winded explanations in order to try to fix what I’ve broken)
All that aside, I just wish that you could have recognized my concern and I hope that it’s enough to help, I can’t really offer much else. Inspirational speeches help, sure, but in the absence of one, I am legitimately concerned about you dude. I can’t really offer you that much encouragement, because I don’t know the ins and outs of your life, I don’t know what kind of things you might be able to look forward to, what’s possible in your future, that sort of thing. That’s not to say there aren’t great things in your future, I’m sure there are, I just can’t say where, or how to get to them. All I’m saying is that I care, and I hope that’s enough to help you feel better. 
You’re a cool guy, don’t waste your time fretting about the bad stuff, push through, look for the good things in life, and stick with them. I’m sure it’s tough as heck, but there’s something somewhere you can hold on to, you just have to find it.
Current Mood: A bit tired, worried, eager.
Reason: back from work at almost 2 am, scared that my new bud is feeling too hopeless, and eager to start working on Russell again tonight.
Mood-Tired, but had fun.
My uncle, cousin, and I went off to a Blockbuster that my father recommended. I’d never been there before, so my father told my uncle (who was the chaffeur for tonight) the directions. So, we sped off to go rent Taken. Unfortunately, the directions were very vague. We got lost, hit a flat tire, waited for the tow truck, hit a deer, then got another flat tire, so we made a campfire and roasted the deer while waiting for another tow truck to come, and so on and so forth. Maybe some of the details I listed never occurred, but trust me, it was the most interesting drive to a Blockbuster at 10 PM ever.
Yeah, everyone’s real concerned about me. Other than the few really tolerant ones like lizardgirl, rachelcakes, Hannahmation and, of course, you, most of the others probably misunderstandingly treat me like a freak or something. Even thedriveintheatre seems to be distancing me nowadays.
Trust me; I’m not. You just don’t know how to comfort me like my friends do - by not lecturing me in the first place and just act friendly. No offense, I don’t blame you as you claimed to be like me, not knowing the right words and all.
Because they are not going to - trust me. I’ve been living in this kind of state for about three to four years now, possibly five, not to mention that I’ve been living with my parents my whole life. I know my parents will be my parents - they are not going to change, not especially for me, and I’m not going to have more friends in real life, just like how I have not for 13 years of my educational life.
Okay, maybe things are not as grim as I have described, but think about it: I’m possibly going to be living with my parents (of whom my father I don’t talk to daily to improve our relationship because we were cut off in total communication since three to four years ago). My mother’s mental state (what I wrote about my mum being a little nuts - not kidding or ranting) is not going to improve, so she’s probably never going to be the relating mother I want her to be, but she’s very sweet when she’s not jabbing me with hurtful insults, so that’s a brighter side, I guess.
Also, my one close friend is also not going to change his self-centered attitude for me (he said it to me himself in person) and I’m not going be able to socialize properly with anyone else because I’m like you, not being able to socialize well. I did try and improve this, so, hopefully, my socializing skill will get a little bit better in the next couple of years. Until then, I have to keep on staying in my house, surfing the Internet hoping to gain some confidence and reputation for pathetic reasons because my friends are not close enough to hang out with me very often. I have to stay in the house where no one really cares or relates to me.
You tell me now, did I take it the worse possible way ever?
I really appreciate your words; I really do. You’re probably one of the few people who still cares jack about me and I thank you for that. But, you just can’t seem to relate with my sitch, but that’s okay. I’m just saying.
Mood: Still a bit insecure, but appreciative of ffdude1906’s assistance.
~ Flare
Hey, as long as I make someone feel better, I feel like I’m doing something right. It’s hard to find good friends nowadays, I just wanna help both ends here. Good to know that I’m still on your good side, I’d like to stay that way. If I care enough about a friend, I’d take a bullet for them, move mountains, all the mushy junk. I think positive relationships are what life is all about, so finding ones and keeping them mean a lot to me. It may make me really defensive about stuff, but if it’s to help out and keep it intact, I’m all for it.
Current Mood: Relieved that I made a difference.
Grats on the post count! 777’s (interesting timing if you think about it, )
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As long as it’s not 666, any sequence of post count works for me.
Mood: A little distressed
Reason: My tooth still hurts.
~ Flare
Mood: Very, very happy.
Reasons: Well, I don’t really know why. 
Went to the beach yesterday with some friends and had a lovely time, though I did get ever so slightly burnt (burnt? In England?! Ye gods!) and despite being a bit of a loner in Sixth Form at the moment as all my friends have left, I’m actually feeling pretty good about how things are going so far. I’m looking forward to going on holiday with my mum, I’m looking forward to applying to uni in September, and I’m feeling extremely positive about the future. As someone who panics about the most minute of things, it’s good to be able to calm down and relax for a while.
Pumped up and excited.
I’m listening to “This Fire Burns” and I beat someone on an online PS3 game.
Glad things are going great for you lizardgirl.
Mood-Confuzzled
Men and cars…just another one of life’s greatest mysteries.
Excited and Bitter
Manny Ramerez (The Man Ram) is back on the L.A. Dodgers.
Thanks, FounderofAzn. 
And I concur, blokes’ fascination with cars just does not make any sense…
Not a big fan of cars, sports, most guy things either. I’m weird like that,
Current Mood: surprised, hungry, ready
Reason: I actually got about 6 hours of sleep, I haven’t done that in about 3 weeks. I’m SO HUNGRY, and I wanna go to the movie. I’m a bit annoyed that I don’t get to do much before hand, and I go to work immediately afterwards, but at least I get to go again.
Current Mood: Happy, slightly freaked out, and reluctant again.
Reason: Well, I just saw Up #21, and I still love it just as much, awesome job Pixar. I managed to mimic most of the script (at least 95%), and I’m still bawling in the usual spots, so there’s Happy.
Slightly freaked out, because after the credits were done rolling (always sit through the credits, and sing the music ), the slides popped back up, and it was a screen and some info on the movie 21 (O.o that was Up #21, creeeeepy)
Reluctant, cuz I got work in 20 minutes. I’m leaving a bit early cuz I’m hungry. Had a pretty hectic night last night, almost freaked out on one of my co-workers, and we had a ton of business due to the town fireworks show. Hopefully everyone will be out of town, or will be launching fireworks a bit late tonight, I don’t know if I can handle that stress again.
Mood: Anxious
Anxious for four reasons. First, I’ve posted up several Transformers-related fanwork and I’m awaiting responses, good or bad. Second, negative reviews keep pouring in for Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinosaurs (and it’s on my top-ten most anticipated films this year). Third, I’m a bit behind on my schoolwork over the holidays and I need to up the ante, so to speak. Fourth, I owe someone a sig request by this weekend, but I think I may need to postpone the deadline due to the third reason.
I’m such a worrywart.
Mood: Jealous and happy.
I can’t play basketball to save my life, but I am really good at laughing it off.