I’ll be praying for you Kenzie, I know how you feel! 
In lighter news, I just watched the music video for David Bowie’s song that came out today! I am more thrilled than words can express that he is back and still so good 
<3
Im a 19 year old tomorrow morning at 2:00 AM.
My Best friends dog is like a barometer. He always gets out when a storm is near 
I got drenched while eating out for dinner cos’ I didn’t bring my umbrella. So I had to paper-towel and blow-dry myself in the office toilet (yes, they have a blow-dryer in the men’s loo, presumably for such emergencies) and even then my clothes were damp when I sat at my workdesk.
Fudge my life! 
Lol!
I was playing soccer in the rain on Tuesday for school sport. I fell in the mud. 
But it was funny as!
Omg, I’m sorry tdit! That was convenient that there was a blow dryer available there, though. 
Feeling a bit greedy at the moment because I want to buy a bunch of movies (namely WIR, Frankenweenie, Brave and ParaNorman), and I also still want to get more vintage Barbies… and CDs. My dad offered to take me to the record store after Chemistry yesterday but I didn’t bring my wallet. I’m staring to think it’s a good thing I didn’t, though. I’m a bad person.
Sweet Jesus do I know that feeling. I feel like I want everything all the time. I’m a terrible person. When I see a Barbie or Disney doll/toy, unless it is reallllly ugly. I always want it. I feel so greedy and selfish all the time. Idk what to do/ not do
Aw Kenz, that’s awful! Praying for you
Thank you Spirit, LQ, Virginia, and and Leirin! Thank you all so much, I just need to take one step at a time.
LQ- It’s just really hard because whatever choice I make is going to be a $30,000 a year decision.
Option 1 is an hour away. I don’t like that I want to be somewhere new. The town isn’t great, but it’s hear a big city. But it’s so boring and familier to me. But the school is in the top 40 in the nation, and is my cheapest option. The problem is that I got accepted, but as a History major. And I want to change my major, but they won’t let me until after I take a semester as a History major.
Option 2 is in Southern California, near Malibu and Hollywood so 7 hours away. I’ll be 21, I want to GO away from where I live, not stay close. So that’s exciting. But it’s more expensive because it’s Private, even with the scholarship I get. Private means I will graduate sooner, plus. I’ve read online that the financial aid department isn’t as great as they say they are. But this school will let me change my major before I enroll.
So I’m just really stuck, neither is perfect and both have its faults. Plus I’m doing scholarshp applications for the school I’m at now and it’s stressful because they want to know my life plan, and I don’t have one! I don’t know what sort of job I’ll get after graduation. The degrees I’m getting aren’t like Nursing where you become a Nurse. It’s communications or history. Meaning I have a wide range of options. So just writing this essay for that is killing me.
It’s good to hear that you have options LQ. I’m at a community college right now. I don’t know Arizona’s situation, but here in California going to a community college is the best choice if you’re worried for money. That’s what I did. But if you do a community college route, meet with an academic counselor and plan early. I didn’t, so I ended up taking classes I didn’t need and it took 3 years to transfer, not 2. Which isn’t so bad. But just be aware of what you want from the beginning! I wasn’t, and that’s a regret for me.
When is PPA nominations going to finish.
Oh, my… oh, my.
We just did something very important. We need no small amount of luck to pull it off.
Just got out of math. I have now arrived in History… horrible combo. But I have art this afternoon.
Procrastinating on Chemistry at the moment with this site. Oops, I’m getting off now, don’t worry!
We’re painting the bedroom now. We’re almost finished…
Oh lord. I haaaaate Chemistry. I failed with a 54, and had to retake it online. Then, I got a B.
Auugh. Honestly, I wouldn’t be too surprised if I failed. I mean, a couple of months ago they told me I was averaging about 84%, which I was happy for! But it seems like everything immediately following that I have been doing terribly on.
In better news, Bowie’s new work is finally out and my dad even left me a school note that it’s available for streaming on iTunes!! <3 I’d rather just buy it, but I love that he mentioned it to me there.
Watching The Ten Commandments.
I’m sick.
Watching Wild Child
I’m sorry!
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Watching Sailor Moon at the moment. I think I’m getting close to Mini Moon’s debut, finally…
Eating beef noodles, cause I have nothing to do with my life currently.
We are watching Zero Dark Thirty.